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Monday, August 27, 2007

God

I was sitting on my sidewalk yesterday and I looked down at the road. There where these really small ants scuttling around picking up pieces of sand and what not. Then I began thinking: What happens to ants when they die?

Of course, I know what will happen to them, they will completely shut down and biodegrate into the earth and become fertilizer for the ground so maybe things may grow in the area that a colony of ants die. But what is a christian's answer to an ant's death? Do they go to a heaven or a hell?

Ants can't sin, can they? Is there a bible written especially for bugs and insects and animals? Well, no because most of them most likely can't read, but it is a strange thought isn't it?.

Every single living thing on this universe was born an atheist. We had no religion, we had no thoughts on politics and blah blah blah. But our parents do, so they try to shape out opinions out of their opinions.

Luckily, I grew up in a family that wanted me to think for my self about the world, and my views.

All an ant probably thinks about is supporting his colony and itself. It doesn't trouble itself with thoughts of an imaginary deity, or other things. It lives for it's community.

I think that, that is our purpose in life. To support ourselves and our Humankind.

Friday, June 1, 2007

I AM SO FUCKING MAD

Okay, so I was posting a new video on youtube called "My hair stinks" And she thought it was SO funny untill I started saying apparently "Gay" Things. OH MY FUCKING GOD, SHE DIDNT!!!! She said "So Is youtube a gay website?" FUCK!!!!!!! I ABSOLUTLY HATE it when people think that JUST because I did, or said something gay, then that makes a whole website, or person gay. Oh my non existant god I hate that.

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Numbering our society

School education always has and always will be an issue in America. It is rather hard (or impossible) to impose a perfect school system without faults. In the process of trying to make the US’s school’s perfect, we tend to make many mistakes. You see, perfection sometimes lead’s to imperfection. Why? Because we over-think unimportant factors. For example: Our newly imposed policies in school education, particularly policy five which states that students are not allowed to discuss or criticize these new policies in any way, shape, or form.

Our current government bases all judgment, and all of America, on tests. You see them everywhere. Our test scores seem to define who we are instead of our creativity, personality, or talents. We are who we score. This is a false and ignorant statement. We all know that people aren’t a set of numbers and letters. Each and every one of us is unique and different in one way or another. But again, our society is made into a series of letters, and numbers.

As you should be noticing, our government bases everything on their own past experiences. In other words they think that everything in time is set in stone, they believe that there is a set cause and effect for everything. This state of thinking makes them believe that doing the opposite of some of the bad “effects” will change it back to the cause. This again isn’t always a true statement. Our society’s numbers and letters are what define the system, which is why this new policy has been imposed. They are trying to make the effect into the cause, but in this case, it is actually causing their perfections to become imperfections.

The government generally thinks about the numbers in whole and not each individual number which seems to make up America. Why, Shall I ask again? Because it is easier to look at everyone in whole and jump to conclusions then to ask individual people for their input. Maybe if we did ask people for their input, then maybe our system would be a little better most of us, and not just some of us. Our government is trying to take away a bit of power which rightfully belongs to the citizens of America and not the white house. We shouldn’t be afraid of our government, our government should be afraid of their people. They are imposing rules which give away our power bit by bit. Let me show you what these powers are.

These policies are not going to stand up in the face of a free country such as ours. In fact, I think that these policies will grovel at the mere sight of free-America. When the government imposes rules which take away our power, the whole population begins to open their eyes to how dirty our government runs. You see, politics have nothing to do with opinion. It mostly has to do with the politicians who are running. They can say whatever they want to get elected. They are not held by law to keep their promises. There goes a bit of the citizen’s power! At this, I will bring up the original point: Will a policy like this even work in America?

America used to be based upon a set of rules in which all of us where supposed to follow: The Constitution of Independence. We are all supposed to stay at the same power level, a social level according to the Constitution. Compared to many other countries, we are very free indeed; Hence why this policy, especially policy 5 will not make it anywhere in free-America. Everyone knows that they should criticize their government. It is crucial to an unbiased voting session. If we were not aloud to speak about new policies, then that gives away yet another power of ours: Freedom of speech.

We have changed the Constitution before, why don’t we change it again?

Think about our world that we take for granted everyday. Think about our freedoms that we use without realizing it. Despite our freedoms, it is particularly easy for our government to take them away. They have the power to change it, to bend it anyway their own heart desires. You are probably thinking: “Why would a government official have a reason to do that?” you would be surprised on what people will do to gain a bit of power. Without the Constitution, we the people are useless. We are powerless. You can take away our identities, replace them with numbers, take our speech and turn it to silence, but if you take away our constitution, we are truly powerless. This policy is not only brutal, but it tries to take away all of our constitutional rights as citizens of the (not so)United States of America. If we let our government take control as they are doing now, who knows what they will do to America?

Take a stand, and be loud! If we get in people’s faces, then maybe you won’t be a number any longer. Maybe you will become a human being, a human being who can shape the world for the better, but most of all, a better leader of America.

No, I do not agree with these policies, for it takes away a student’s rights. Yes, that’s right, we do have rights!

Dear George W. Bush.
Turns out that we are not based on a series of numbers, Mr. President. In the end you are the number. President number 43.
Sincerely, Will

Saturday, May 19, 2007

RENT: No day but today

Today me and my friends are going to go see RENT on broadway for the FIRST TIME! I am so excited! I cant wait!!!!!! hehe!! Woo! So yeah. I shall give you a review on how I liked it after I go see it. ^^


Viva La Vie Boheme! (Long live the bohemian life)

~That_Gay_Boi~


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Friday, May 18, 2007

Musical ~ Rent

Musical ~ Rent
Musical ~ Rent,
originally uploaded by TeresaHsu.
I am SO fucking excited for tomorrow. NO DAY BUT TOOODDDAYYY!! *Sings* I am going to go see RENT tomorrow as many of you know and I am so psyched. So psyched that I decided to write a blog post about why I love RENT.

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E ntergitic
N on-conformant
T ouching

I didn't go on a field trip so...

Ohmyfuckinggod! I am currently sitting in one of the most boring classrooms in the history of school education. The kids here are stupid and immature. Most of the boys in here most likely spend all their time at home looking up lesbian porn online. Do they have anything better to do than hurt other people? Probably not, but this was a rhetorical question.

At least I am not spending my time in here All day. The 3 people that I sit next to are here have been here all day! OH MY FUCKING GOD!! I would stab myself if I had to sit here all day.

Okay, so a few seconds ago these 3 boys (What a suprise) walked up to me and said "OH MY GOD HE IS LOOKING AT MAN PORN!!" Another said "Shitpassion.com hahahah!"....
...
What does he do in his spare time? Look up Fetish porn online? Most likely. What I hate the most about this class is the boys. All of them are immature fucking prats. I absolutly HAATTTTTEEEE them. Need I say more? OMGGGGG!!! Excuse me for one moment while I take out my anger out on the keyboard.

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GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow. That actually felt better. Hehe

Anyway, here is one of the many examples of bigotry and Homophobicness at my school. If this is one class, then just how many classes are like this? This thought scares me greatly. That's like 600 kids. o.o maybe even more.

I have a lot of studiying to do this weekend. Finals are coming up and me and my friends are going to celebrate my birthday too!

Saturday 2:00- WE ARE GOING TO SEE RENT!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!
Sunday(all day): We are going to go to cliff's amusement park.

I am going to have a pretty eventful weekend. The only times that I will be able to study is today (Friday) And the time before RENT, and the Nights each night. I am going to be so stressed, so WATCH OUT BLOG! I AM GOING TO HIT YOU WITH MY BEST SHOT! WOO!!
-That_Gay_Boi-

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Survivor

The finale of Survivor is coming on in 20 minutes and I am soo Excited! I am so excited that I decided to post my before and after thoughts of the show.

Yao Main better win! He is so awesome and if he doesn't win than I hope that his freind does.

IF ANYONE ELSE WINS I SHALL STAB HIM/HER!!!!!!!

So yeah. That's basically my first thoughts. I shall post my after thoughts in like 2 hours and 30 minutes or so.

I AM SO EXCITEDD!!!!

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RENT

6 More days! Omg I am SOOO Psyched!

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Before and after

Okay at first when I saw my new haircut, I cried hysterically because I thought I looked ugly, but I was messing with my gel and figured out a perfect way to make it look good, so now I am in love with it!

BEFORE

AFTER


I am offically in complete love with my hair. I am in a rather good mood. (Better than earlyer anyway.) Oh yeah I also did my eyebrows and they look so awesome now. ^^

Yupyup, awesome I know. Woo! ^^ hehe anyhoo, this is the end of this post

~That_Gay_Boi~

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Flock and Haircuts


I have just switched my Internet browser from Safari (Basically a Mac version of Internet Explorer) To a new browser called "Flock".

It basically as Apple would say it (I am obsessed, okay? Gosh.) It "Revolutionizes" Safari to a whole new level. On Safari, it was AWESOME about loading web pages. And I mean AWESOME. But there was one small problem. IT COMPLETELY SUCKED AT LOADING PICTURES!! And it just so happens that most of the websites I like to hang around "Myspace","Blogger","Livejournal", "Hexrpg.com" all relied on loading pictures rather quickly. So what would happen was the page itself would load, but I would have to wait a few minutes to actually get the pictures to load.

That's before I discovered "Flock".

Flock has so many features it is not even funny. It lets you view your photobucket account with out even having to go to the site itself and logging yourself in. All you do is click on a picture next to "Refresh" That says "Pics" And guess what? It brings up a little area at the top of the browser with all of your photobucket pictures. You can even be looking at a completely other web page WHILE the tab with your photobucket at the top!

It also has another great feature that I will love forever. It lets me post a blog with out having to go to my site and edit it. All I do is click "Post blog" In the 'file' tab thingy, and it brings me to a window, with a place to type my entry. It has an awesome spellcheck feature, and bullets etc.

On top of that....it loads pages just as fast as Safari, AND it loads the Pictures with the page!

 If you haven't Swiched to Flock yet, then DO IT! It is SO worth it! I beleive that it is compatable with both Mac and PC so go ahead and try it! I <3 it!

Okay, anyway...

I am thinking about getting a haircut

Should I get one? I think so, but I am nervous. Why? Because everytime I get one I am extreamly unhappy with it. I don't know if it is the people who do my hair or what. But yeah.

  Also, my hair finally grew out, so I may (Assuming my dad will actually let me) just get it styled, that way I can have my dream hair, longish and soft. Recently I have been using this Anti-frizz stuff (By Dove) But it just seems to make it really poofy. Haha, maybe I should just leave it be huh? My hair is SO damaged because of all of the stuff I tryed on it. (Temporary hair-dye,Conditioners,Anti-frizz,Gel,Moose,hairspray, blowdrying, random assorted hair shampoo free trial things,Glitter [At my last drama preformance], Dandruff shampoo [I thought I had Dandruff, but I really didn't) Wow. That was a lot. My poor, poor hair. I wish I had never done that stuff to it, but Oh well, maybe I can fix it somehow. ^^

Anyhoo, I will be posting before and after pictures.

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

RENT

9 more days left! WOO!!!

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

School sucks

Why is it that we came into this world, without knowladge of what would happen, without the choice to back out, to realize that this life isn't ment for everyone. Here's how it must happen for society to accept you. You must be fit your whole life. You must be stupid. You must be very stupid. In fact, you have to have complete disregard for other's feelings, you must have complete hate in everything around you. If you think out of the box, you are weird. Of course, another aspect of life is that you are weird until you grow up.

Why is it like this? Why?

What a strange word...why...what could this obsenity mean?

Who would use such a word?
He must be strange
What a stupid kid!
SHOW OFF
KNOW IT ALL
HOMOS LIKE TO WRITE,THEREFOR ARE STUPID!

again, I shall say the word:
Why does our world work like this? Is there a reason? Well, there must be right? Maybe not. Maybe the human race as we know it is so used to being fed answers that we don't know what to think about things we don't understand. No matter how hard any of us will try, yes even christians, we can't help but to think. Is there a reason for everything? I don't think there is. No matter how much logic (Which I love might I add) may be able to explain it.

There are two diffrent things that may be true. Actually, three:



  • The world may be explained perfectly as it has already shown.
  • Not everything may be explained by logic, in fact, many things we think are explained already may not be perfectly explained. We are living in a dillusion which may not be broken unless with deep thought.
  • God created everything, or rather, a god created what we live in. In other words, there is an other worldly strength.

Which ones can we elliminate? There is one I can eliminate right off the bat.

  • A god created everything.
Need I really say more? There has been so many things that can disprove this theory, yet the dillusional christians will not stand to think that their god may be a fake. Why? Because their religion sucks them back in, threatining to cast them into an eternal fire. Who wants to spend an eternal afterlife in fire? Nobody, I hope.

Lets call this the Cult cycle.


  1. Step one: Create a religion that bans everything you find immoral. To make sure that everyone will beleive in your cult, I would suggest letting a few freinds help you create a book which tells fictional stories about how life should be played out.
  2. Step two: Don't forget to include a horrible punishment which would strike fear in any man or womans soal. (haha soal...hahahahaha)
  3. Step three: Get people to "Convert" To your religion. These sessions are sometimes called "Missions" (Refer to Morman bible)
  4. Step four: The more the marrier, get people to join in on your "Religion" (little do they know that you are actually planing to strip people of their rights for your own reasons.)
  5. Step five: Charge money at church, claiming it will go to your god, and making your religion force you to be nice at all times.
  6. Step six: Open up churches of your religion with the money you collect from church.
See how easy it is to bend people to your will *Ahemchristiansgodhatesfagsnogaymarriageahem*

Wow, I got so off subject for a moment. Okay, so now that we elliminated one of the 3 options, that leaves up with.


  • Logic theory
  • Not everything may be explained by logic, in fact, many things we think are explained already may not be perfectly explained. We are living in a dillusion which may not be broken unless with deep thought.

I beleive both of these are true in a way. I shall let you think about it.


END RANT

~That_Gay_Boi~

Monday, April 30, 2007

My writing

May be found at: http://cynical-rainbow.livejournal.com/

You may or may not find them interesting, but I am proud of them, and to me they are high quality pieces of work so that's all that matters. ^^

I like to write when I feel mad, or depressed about something, it gets my brain off of reality, and instead I put myself into a situation and write an essay, or short story about it.

Enjoy?

~That_Gay_Guy~

Sunday, April 29, 2007

My mom..



There are so many things I do not know about her, so many things that I will Never know about. Today, well, actually a few minutes ago, my mom called me and we started talking, about many things, boys, love, but then she drifted off talking about High School and how she had done drugs before she had me. I was so suprised..Actually It isn't really too suprising due to the fact that she gets drunk every other night and chain smokes.But, thats another story that really is irrelavent to this post.

The truth is, is that I am a control freak. I feel the need to know EVERYTHING about EVERYONE that I know. The cold, hard truth is that I may not know everything about myself either. Why are there so many secrets? Why must they kept? Is it for our own society...Or is there even a reason? There doesn't need to be a reason for everything. Or does there? There is so many things I think about, that it seems like it would all go away if I was kept ignorant to all of this stuff. But that's what I hate. I hate being ignorant.

I need to learn who I am. I need to learn why I am here. Or there isn't a reason for living is there?

These are all things I need to think about.

My brain's gender




Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!



Apparently my brain is a hermaphidite ^^ Woo! *Giggles* I Luff my brain *Huggles and kisses* "What would I do with out you?" I would surely die...Litterally. =^.^=

<3

I took the pledge

To eat right, without distroying the environment, and also save hundreds of animals from being brutally totrured.



From now on I will not eat anything that contains animal products. For every week that I go without eating Dead animals, I will post one reason for why I need to go on.

Signed, William Griffiths

Friday, April 27, 2007

I am my own worst enemy

*Has an epic battle with himself*

Why am I having a battle with myself? I seem to like going to websites that I know will make me angry

www.shellytherepublican.com
www.godhatesfags.com

But I guess It also gives me a sense of satisfation in a way. Because then I go to other sites that support it then I feel all warm and fuzzy again, making me feel really happy. Weird right? Haha

I found this really funny video at www.godlovesfags.blogspot.com. I give this blog many applause for making me happy. haha

Here is the video, it is a spoof of the Ex-Gay organizations



Funny right? Haha. I love the part when he is all "Look science!" And it shows a split second of a random graph. Hehe!

Other sites I found that I thought should get many applause for making me happy:

www.godhatesshrimp.com
( I think this is right) www.wouldjesusdiscriminate.com

Woo! Yay for me being happy! I feel like danceing, infact I think I shall, to....Panic! At the Disco! Woot! *Tangos with himself*

Currently Reading: The sisterhood of the traveling pants

Amazing book, I would reccomend it to ANYONE






Currently Listening: Panic! At the Disco: I write sins not tragiteys


Omg, arn't they so sexy! *Swoons then melts*

Could this be a sign?



I looked up "Will Griffiths" On google images and this is one of the results. o.O Maybe it is a mistake? I think not. I have decided that the christian mafia is after me! I mean come on, look at me:



I am a clear target for jesus to strike me with his Gay-zapper!



ZAP! See? My demise is set, I have been convinced that Jesus is going to zap me with his gay zapper of doom!

Doesn't he have such a stalker look on his face? Or is it just me and my gay corrupted mind? Hm. I should stay away from his fellow mafia members now!



But it's okay because I can just call my fellow counterparts: The L.E.Z.Z.Y's! They seem to always come to my rescue! (Call 1-888-Macho-lady and they will be there within 5 minutes on their fighter planes! ^.^)



Lesbians are watching you! So watch out Jesus Mafia! I have my peeps backing me up yo!

How Can I climb higher?



Here I am. Here I was, here I will be, waiting.

I am standing at the edge of the entryway to the life that I see. Each step I could take, the higher I would travel.

Life is but a stairway. A stairway which leads to nothing. It leads to complete darkness. The end is unknown. Then why do we all try to climb the stairway, when it could lead to our feared dimise? Although we share the fear of what we do not understand, we also share another equaly common attribute of wanting to see the end.

The end of our existance. The end of our stairway.

Let me ask you, how can you climb further, if your stairway is invisible? A novel concept, right?

That Is how I feel. I feel as though I do not have a stairway, and If I do, It is an clear and small. My life, I decided, would be spent finding this staircase. This is my first leap, my first leap onto the invisible stairway of my life.